To You... Who made you King of Anything?

I never really showed my true self to you. I never showed you just who I really am.

It’s not that I was scared but I must admit that I was partially.

It’s just that I didn’t trust you enough.

I didn’t trust you enough to reveal to you who I really am. What I’m really like.

All the things that make the real me.

So I guess that’s why you think I’ve changed.

You think that that person you once knew is different when you see me now.

But in fact, this IS the real me & it has always been.

You just never knew it & you are one of the last to find out….

You don’t understand me. You never have & I’m guessing you never will.

You just never took the proper time to get to know me so this is why you’re so dumbfounded & bewildered when you see me now.

It was only infatuation. The reason why you felt what you felt.

Hate me or not, you know I’m right. 

Whenever I’d tell you something about me, just how much did you pay attention?

Did you listen carefully?

Do you remember half the things I've said?

Did you care about my point of views?

Did you respect me enough to TRY to have some empathy for me?

You just never got it. Never got how it worked.

And you’ll never get it because you’ll never take the time to understand.
To understand & hear me out.

Let’s just leave it this way because it’s useless to try & convey my thoughts to you for all you’ll do is just rush to conclusions & immediate judgments without carefully considering my side, my feelings, my story. 

You didn't actually care for my well-being genuinely enough so don't act like you treated me so kindly & gave me the best special treatment anyone could ever have.

All the truly, madly & deeply stuff were more superficial than you know.
A meteor shower must have been going on in your mind while you were still in your Twilight and Romeo & Juliet moment.

There were so many signs & I can't believe I even let it escalate this far.
It's over now & this whole issue is over.
All that's left to do is to stay far far away from you & your negativity.
It just burns like blisters & itches like a rash so I'm just going to let this & everything else related to you go.
I'm going to dump this like some landslide fill & brush it away like a leaf that fell on my lap.

It's Game-Over for you.

So good-bye & so long.

I won’t be overshadowed anymore.

I am stronger & more clever than you think I am.

And it's better to leave something that has no solid depth to stand alone.

 After all,

I hate to break it to you babe
But I'm not drowning
There's no one here to save

So who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died?
And made you king of anything . .

You sound so innocent
All full of good intent
You swear you know best

But you expect me to
Jump up on board with you
Ride off into your delusional sunset

I'm not the one who's lost
With no direction oh
But you won't ever see . .

Who died and made you king of anything?